A Lover’s Last Tearful Letter
The last tearful poem with tears…!!!
That someday you will understand me..
My longing heart…
You threw it away as you didn’t want it
Disgusted with speed and regret
Looking for the end of life…!!!
Without seeing you or talking to you…
I know how to be…
Eno, without thinking of you
Can’t be alone…
It is true that it cannot exist…!!!
every man,
Like two sides of a coin…
Truth and lies are surrounded…!
It is the lie that surrounds me
Not even you…!
Heart stolen love
There is no one else in it except you…!
In fact there is no one but you…!
Troubled eyes and your confused thinking…
And your silence that I can’t break…
And your unexpected end…
This division is unacceptable.
I don’t have the strength to bear it…!
The reason…
Ever since the day I saw you, you’ve been tiny
Desire begins to grow without a limit
With no other thought but you
Without you even knowing
I am living in the shadow world only with you…!
Subject to your misunderstanding
Why did you decide to hate me…???
Don’t hurt…
It hurts so bad…
Don’t leave me..!
Don’t leave me alive…!
Joined with another by my heart that lost strength
I can’t wish you long live wherever you are…!
I can’t live a life without you anymore…even in imagination…!!!!
Excuse me…!
A suicide with your memories…!
The last tearful poem with tears…!
I love you more than anything, I love you…!
I will try to live till the end for your memory…! Did something happen against me.. I’m sorry…!!! Don’t forget…!!!
karuppurojakkal 